DRUGS for NOTHING

Staring at you -----oh my death,

M all so Numb and Drained.

You promised the ecstasy, I traded my innocence,

You promised me liberty, I traded my soul,

You promised me life; I traded myself for you…

N now look how fucked m I,

You broke my heart o bitchy HEROINE ,

Or you loved me cozz I was high on cocaine.

Now so full of delusions and convulsions.

Staring at you -----oh my death,

M all so Numb and Drained.

You embraced me..Oh the queen of pain,

You tingled and jostled all my body,

Orgasmic gasps and, cuddled couches,

Oh FUCK- the deceit never ends,

The betrayals everlasting,

Atlast you ate my life you ate my soul.

Staring at you -----oh my death,

M all so Numb and Drained.

You controlled my senses , you promised to stay,

Meth my love you stabbed my back.

Am I sexed or fucked I don’t know, confused and puked all over

Where I am to go .

For the sweet taste I used to crave has taken me to the grave.

You flirted me , tested me, sensed me,

But m sketching and crashing,

And my hearts breaks with the shakes. And here now I stand alone.

Staring at you -----oh my death,

M all so Numb and Drained.

You made me your servant was your loyal slave,

Derogatory human and full of appall,

I made you my king and queen to serve you night and day,

Now m dying here in the cold all alone.

You enticed me with your charms,

But I am left with the thorns,

Fucked and screwed by myself,

I am now ready to die, though was not a choice but was a gift from you .

The magical potion were an illusion, you were the lethal poison,

My life, my sorrows,, my deeds, my mistakes,

I owe this to addiction and to the stupidity,

And still here I am bereaved,

Staring at you---oh my death,

M so numb and drained.