Friday, December 31, 2010

COLORS

Kaleidoscopic movements in a confused life,
Random numerous colors in rife,
Endemic and Rampant ethereally vague,
Dyed and smothered in a maze.                     

We Met, We Left, We Forgot, We Dredge,
All colors infused, Confound and Edged.
Diverse yet rugged run of mill,
Synergy afresh from every will.

Orange, Red, Yellow, Green, Blue, Violet,
We hanged out and cherished in sync,
Sublimed in one, friendship was the chord,
Condoned the difference without a thought.

Recollecting those Orange expressionists,
The inventive creative the LOYALISTS,
Witless devoid of humor, tricky to joke with,
Yet optimistically supportive up to the hilt.


They were the Violets those charming artists,
Preserved in there perfect world,
Flowing and contemplating with abused speeches,
Wildly stimulating, living on impulses.


Who forgets those Indigo and Blues bemused?
Even Gods got jealous of the cynosure coveted,
Love, Harmony, Peace and Honesty,
whose hearts deep as sea, full of tranquility.

Accolade to the Greens, the socialites,
Blabbering and driveling with those smiles,
Breaking the ice, with oomph and mirthful current,
Connecting and harmonizing with those varied accents.

Etched in the memories are those Black and Greyites,
Darkness assuming egos overight,
Shades of Sinful, dark, jealousy, evil and hatred,
Slimy worms wiggling to be the head.


Last the Puritans Yellow, those sublimes and mellow,
Humor rocking, balancing the lines,
Power and Reasons with an indulgence in wit,
Abundance of joy, love and trustful signs.


Traveling down the memoirs of life,
I watch colors now only in black and white,
Those were the days, those were the moments,
Beauty of memories, colors in fragments.

THE LONE RANGER

THE LONE RANGER

my blood is what it boils,
my determination is more firm,
my thoughts more free and resilient,
my destination more clear,
romancing with life,
never thinking of mortgaging myself,
I taught the lion to roar,
making iron from the oar,
days of youth i celebrate,
propel and accelerate,
but leaving behind ,
lustful gestures and emotional nights,
some friends and some foes,
some expressions and most passions,
yet for all the affairs on the roll,
I am ready to take control............watch out :)

Thursday, December 30, 2010

ADRENALINE

I am fearful and afraid,
deep inside, envisaging wrong or right !!
whether to diminish and condense,
or to grow strong and undone wrong.


Adrenalin pumping through my veins,
Sending rush energy,electrifying pulse
I saw you gazing at me, my heart is pounding,
voices growing louder, blood going down.


Fear to loose you once again,
Ecstatic to find you once again,
I can't afford to loose you tonight,
I can't even afford to hold you tonight.


THUMP THUMP THUMP !!! Hammer and Tongs,
Oh my legs moving towards you,
how I thought it all laid to the rest,
but again came whipping in my chest.


Appalled, Revolted, Disgusted and Sick,
Shivers and Tremors on my wrists.
I come near you, I Try to touch you,
DARN!!DRAT!!, Not again.


Again dreamt, again hallucinated, life in a veil,
you meant so much , trying to make you trivial,
Pain and Gloom envelopes me again,
Smiling at the providence , nothing to bargain.


Instant was the rush and the adrenalin pump,
Accepting fate I trudged with a lump,
mockery and conspiracy of God & Destiny,
With only one thing i loved in my life Gone Away.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

CONTRADICTION

I sat and hallucinated on an afternoon,
daydreaming and fantasizing

Should I love the things i love,
or to love the things I hate.

Hate becomes reality love is an illusion,
but loving the hatred ushers more love.

Life is a horror or an ecstasy,
when its so weak defined by time .

A moment is surreal but true,
yet it changes like weather,
the weather that changes, but moments remain same .

Should I control the desires,
fuel to imagination and happiness,
or rather live a life of hermit,
renounced and renunciated,
trying to ride two horses against the wind.\

One requires confidence and humility,
Paradoxically overcoming each other .

Should i be bound and tethered to my life,
sake of gazing eyes always judging me,
when even life is so mysterious ,
that can be wild and free.

Or is there a God should I rely upon,
Alas , am an atheist if i believe on myself.

They cry freedom and equality,
which writhe out to differ.
as one is to societal curse to an individualist bane.

Naive, innocent yet true , Love and Hate ,
How beautiful and sublimely different ,
yet hate fuels love.

War against revolution and tradition,
when revolution transcends into traditions.

War of mind and heart,
from dirt to deity,
jovial to foolish grovelling,
A war between EGO & self respect.
Nothing is itself contradictory.